KIM Kardashian was left horrified after seeing the unedited pap pics of her bottom taken while on holiday in Mexico – saying “I literally don’t look like this.”
After checking out her bottom online, the reality star, 36, was also seen on Sunday’s episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians wiping away tears and moaning about her “anxiety” caused by her Paris robbery after raising fears that Mexico won’t be “safe”.
The scenes were filmed in April when Kim joined Kourtney for her birthday celebrations in Mexico and was pictured looking very different while wearing a thong bikini.
Now viewers have seen her reaction to the pic release with the star adding it’s “frustrating” that fans sent targeted her with abuse after the unairbrushed pics hit the net.
Peering at the snaps on her phone while sunbathing, she said: “I don’t get it, I literally don’t look like this.
“Like, I’m so insecure, I just can’t take it.”
She added of pictures: “If they’re not perfect, people body shame you and criticise you…for people to think that that’s OK is so frustrating.”
“I’m going to literately go inside and start untagging myself in everything.”
Later Kim discussed the “elephant in the room” – the Mexico pics – with best friend Jonathan Cheban.
And he offered her the support she needed, saying: “I know your body doesn’t look like that.”
Kim agreed, admitting: “I always have cellulite on one thigh, and I try and cover it.”
“But that was like rocky mountain thigh,” Jonathan joked.
Kim then added: “I was so upset, that’s just not what I look like. It can really hurt your soul if you hear enough bad things about you.”
Elsewhere in the episode Kim talked to a friend on the phone about her fears and sleepless nights, six months on from her robbery in Paris.
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She said: “I just have anxiety, are you sure it’s safe here [in Mexico]?
“Ever since Paris I just go through this worst case scenario thing in my head.
“I think for my own piece of mind I’m going to fly out like four more security – just to like stay outside my room when I’m sleeping, I know it sounds crazy but I just can’t sleep at night.”